I don't know, but with my recent experience after I got really drunk and got very, very dizzy and uh...

I just felt I that I can never drink again. Like a phobia or something. Last time my dad offered me red wine and it's just a red wine and I can't drink it straight like before. I think I just made a few sips and gave it back to him. Uh... I feel like I'm going to

even by just the smell of alcohol... ugh...
